Losing weight and being on the pill!

So for the past few months (probably 6 months) my weight loss has stopped or really really slowed down. I can't seem to shift more the a few lbs then put it all back on again and well for the past week or so I've been feeling really down about it! Before that 6 months I found it so easy and lost a good 2stone and have stuck to that weight( im happy with that I could of put it all on again by now!) 

I have been sticking to slimming world pretty well and nothing seems to be happening, so I've been racking my brain see what I've changed and why my weight hasn't gone down.

6months ago I started a new contraceptive pill,Rigvidon (have been on nothing since having amiirah!) because me a ross do not want to have any more children yet.........😏

This week I went to the doctors for a check up and mentioned it and she said "yes this could be the case" and this is why I'm not losing weight!

I'm am now thinking of changing my pill or trying a different form of contraception, because it's also got me more down that the fact I'd never gone on the pill I would be another 2stone lighter if not more! And I don't want another 6month trying to lose weight and nothing happening! When I had lost that 2stone I had become a happy and confident and was turning into the woman I wanted to, and now I have just gone back to feeing down, Selfcontious, and jus not as happy with myself, and I do not want to go back to being down all the time again!

Hormones and being a woman and a woman who wants to lose weight and become a healthier happy mummy for my children and husband is hard and it really does got you down! 

If anyone has any Suggestions  please comment or email me alysheadavis@gmail.com 

Thanks you 

Lots of love 

Leesha xxx

Back to slimming world 100%

So I've been gone (again for a bit) from here, Instagram,YouTube and slimming world but I'm hoping to get my mojo back with it all!!! 

I've missed it and need to get back to get focused! 

I'm back on plan 100% and my 1st week back I lost 3lbs, was hoping for more as everyone does but it's a good loss, week 2 had started good, let's hope I can keep this up I would like to lose a stone if not more befor I go to a hen do the end of July! 

I will regularly try and update my weight loss on a Wednesday night after weight in or within the next few days after! 

Hope you have all been ok please go check me out on Instagram, Facebook, Twitter, YouTube and obviously my blog please follow me on Bloglovin to keep up to date wit new blogs that go up! 

Speak too you all soon 

Love you 

Leesha xxx

Weigh in Wednesday: week 22

This week has been a bad week for me! It's been start of star week so my emotions were all over the place, so feeling super sad and super stressed. Slimming world really is the last thing I really need to be worrying about at the moment but it is!

Husband(ross) had just started his new job and it's so good and I'm so happy for him we are so looking forward to what is to come! He has set his sights really high and he's going to do it and I'm super proud of him! But we had to go from being payed weekly to monthly which is a massive change for us, but in a month or to will be sorted, but I really can't justify spending so much money on sw friendly food when there is other stuff needing paying for 😞 we've just hit a bump in the road, but I'm sure it'll all level lout soon! 

 As for that and not being on plan 100% because well yeah I've been comfort eating!!! I lost 1 1/2lbs this week so happy with that. 

 One of the main reasons I think I've been getting so stress is I don't want to give up on slimming world I have come so far and can finally see a light this time after doing it sooo many times before,things like this happend before and that's why I have up but this time I'm not going to I'm sure in a month or to out situation will be sorted and I'll be back to normal. It's just something that happens in life and just have to deal with it when it happens and not let it get to you and not to beat yourself up too much! I think I'm being too hard on myself! It's a long journey and it's gonna have ups and downs but I just have to ride it out! 

           X MsLeesha1 X

Weigh in Wednesday: week 21

Came back from our lovely weekend away and just could not get back into the swing of slimming world! i have not uploaded any slimming world videos on my YouTube channel because i have not had the time to film and as you ma notice my weigh in Wednesdays r going up when ever i can do them! life is just a little hectic at the mo, with coming back from holiday and Ross starting a new job it just mad! 
But i found the time to go to weigh in and just get weighted!!! i put on 2lbs but im fine completely happy with that. I knew I would put on a bit of weight with the indulgent weekend we had but was so worth it.
 Just a short blog this week will be back on it soon and wit lots more interesting stuff as well as my slimming world journey 

X MsLeesha1 X   

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Weigh in Wednesday: week 20

So didnt go and get weighed this week as was sooooo busy getting ready for our 1st family holiday as the 4 of us! But i had been really good the week before and to my scales had lost a good couple of pounds and got my unofficial 2stone so i was happy to be going away and not worry about what i ate and drank i just wanted to have a good holiday.
Well i new i was gonna be bad and started as i meant to go on, Ross's family were staying at ours to look after the house while we where away, so when Ross went and got them they picked up KFC!!! 
OMG have not had any fast food since starting slimming world and i have not missed it, the grease i could feel in my mouth and it just made me feel ill all night! but i knew i had to eat something and there was nothing else in the house!!
But do u know what? I still have to live my life and do normal things like this even if i am on a slimming world journey, i know Im not going to get skinny over night and no longer do i want to be skinny i just want a smaller heather figure, since losing the weight i have i already feel 100% more confident and just know its going to get better the more weight i lose.
 i have a family and still have to enjoy my life with them. 

X Msleesha1 X

Weigh in Wednesday:week 19

Week 19 was a good week, ate good all week apart from a family party on the Saturday where I had a few glasses of wine, too much Brie and cakes but enjoyed it, then when we came home me and hubby couldn't be bothered to cook so another 2bottles of wine and a Chinese later!!! But do u know what I enjoyed it. This is a life style change but these things are gonna happen I still have to enjoy myself and times with my family and not beet myself up if I have a bad day, as long as I enjoyed it that's the mane thing! Just get up the next day with a positive outlook dust yourself off and start a fresh day!!! 

So because of that I lost 1/2 lb but that's fine, I also did a transformation picture as so far in my journey I'll add it in at the end but omg I can so se a massive diffarance just after 19 weeks god knows what I will look like after another 19 weeks.

This give me the MASSIVE kick up the bum I needed. I can finally see I'm getting somewhere, and I'm so happy about it and can finally see a light,it not all about a number on a scales but how you feel and I've new realised I can do this and I will do this!!! 

Weigh-In Wednesday: week 18

Weigh in tonight was not what i was hoping for, i had had a good week up until the weekend and by that point had only had 40 syns so i had a good 60 syns left for the rest of the week, so i had a day at mums with a nice roast sw friendly few syns for gravy, 2 g&ts 2 glasses of wine a small bit of cake an some Bombay mix and Japanese rice crackers. id used up my 60 syns with all of that i thought so didnt have any syns appart from a little peanut butter with apples yesterday because ive been feeling so down and upset at the mo! 
 so with that in mind i only lost 1/2 lb this week which im a little annoyed with but nothing i cant recover, im just a little annoyed at my slimming world consultant she seemed to pick on me tonight because id only lost that but other weeks normaly a loss is a loss,She then asked if i wanted to try another plan and to talk to her after class, went for a chat and she just didnt seem to want to have a chat or have any time for me really. Im a little bit upset and disheartened but im also having a bad week, really want to get back on plan and losing good amounts of weight. Am going to try success express but am finding it way to expensive at the moment.
 Its so hard with a small family and a low income to stick to plan the way i would like to and its getting me so upset and down, I want to do this so bad and do not want to go back to where i started! Ive only just started to feel good about myself and the way im  looking and don't want to go back to feeling the way i did 18 odd weeks ago!!
 I have a young family i want to get fit and healthy for.
Tonight after group i had a melt down at home and did cry, i think everyone needs it every now and again, were only human and these things are hard.
 This is a change of life, a new life style but it is hard! Im on a hard and long journey but im doing it to become a better healthier happier mummy and wife for my family, my world !    

XX Msleesha1 XX

Week 17 weight-in '

So last night was weight in, weight in for me is every Wednesday evenings. And after the few weeks i've had with having my birthday and going out a few weekends that was so needed as haven't been out sine i had my daughter NYE,  Was not expecting alot had completely fell off the wagon. i was so good last week with food but think i may have drank my body weigh in g&ts ha-ha. last weeks weight in i had put on 2 1/2 lbs so for 2 weeks being off plan i though that was good but i managed to rain it back in this week ad lost 2 lbs, so have lost well nearly all i put back on, but i'm now back on it. I'm determined now to get back on it full force, i have a wedding im going to August bank-holiday and have the dress that i brought a few weeks ago and was soooo happy with it because it was 2-3 sizes smaller then i would of got last year and i feel really nice wearing it. video will be up soon for my week 17.

 Thank you for keeping me going and having faith in me with out everyone's support i may of kicked it in but now but love all my IG followers and YouTube subscribers i really love making all the videos so stay tuned for much more.

                                                         xxxxx Msleesha1xxxxx